Thursday, September 25, 2008

My Exploding Brain.

Well, today was usual. Well, as usual as it gets for me.
I don't no if I'm in love with him, or if its just one of those crazy teen "hormone raging" things. I mean, he doesn't know I love him, so that kind of ruins it. But I'm really confused. I have managed to balance this situation, completing yearbook, arrive at my part-time job as a cashier for all my shift, and finish the 6 flipping hours of homework I have every night.
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AAAAAAGGGGGHHHHHHH!

Ok now that I have that out of my system. I LOVE TWILIGHT!!! hee hee thought I'd add that. This blog is going to be just really random just so you know. No certain subjecteroo. Today for gym class, we played golf. Golf. It was not one of the most successful events in my life.

Yeah volleyball... evil... golf... evil...
Amyways now that i've emptied my brain, maybe I will be able to get to sleep. I don't really know... I've never really tried this technique... either way, I geuss we will have to wait and see!

p.s. I'll let you know how this goes.

Friday, September 5, 2008

some days

Do you ever have those days, when you feel like your down in the deepest pit, you'll never escape from??? When you figure start to figure out people, figure greed, power, and poverty??? When suddenly, you feel the pressure of 3 billion eyes turning towards you, reminding you what this world is???

Do you ever have those days, when you wake up glowing, and realize that this day may be the best day of your life??? When your aunty has a baby girl and you hold her in your arms. When you join a campaign to fight animal abuse, give your paycheck to charity, or sponsor a homeless child and see them smile in the picture.

The days when you think nothing more can go wrong, until your best friend gives you a bone-crushing hug and tells you she'll always be there. When you think that no matter how hard you work, your going around in a circle of madness, a circle from which their is no escape, but millions of people just like you, clinging to the hope that one day, all the problems in the world will dissapear.

I know we all hove those days, when we don't want to wake up, when we make mistakes and don't look forward to making them right, and regret what we did yesterday, but always think about what tomorrow will bring. A cure for cancer, a form of anti-acne skin care, or even an 'I love you' from someone special. Hope is what leads us, and when your down in that dark pit, when you can't see, hope is that candle leading you to the rope ladder back up.